I don't when this state of confusion will end.
But all I know is.
I'm not going listen to whatever that keeps running through my head for now.
And think with the heart.
Who cares about logic.
It's going to be very painful at the end of the day.
But like I said.
This is my choice.
I asked for it.
So let's get ready for whatever that's going to happen.
Cat's out of the bag.
And I don't know whether to feel glad about it or upset.
We always have this dilemma of whether or not we should be truthful.
On one hand, it's been inside for far too long.
Anddddddddd. We can stop guessing and come clean about everything :] :]
I hate guessing games.
Okay I don't exactly hte it but its just excruciating and it turns me delusional when I start imagining my own stories.
At least we can say things that I've always wanted to say all along :]
Loves.
Yet, Truth hurts.
Cos there'll be this question and we'll start to ask ourselves.
So what now?
NOTHING.
OKAY. WE SHALL NOT START THE NEGATIVE CYCLE ALRIGHT :]
Let's just live today like it is.
Love like it is.
I know what's keeping me going.
And it's something you probably might never find out.
It's okay. You don't need to :]
LOVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 16:39