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Friday, February 20, 2009

VIVIAN IS FEELING HAPPYYYYYYY.

YAY!


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 01:40


Thursday, February 19, 2009

Hmmmmmmmmm.
There're many things going through my mind now.
I just can't seem to put all of them down in words.
SIGH.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 04:21



Went back to school the other day with ding. We sat in the caf and blended into the crowd. The caf's still the same old one, yet..... there's something different about it at the same time. It didn't feel like how it felt like before.

It was then I realised how many things changed. I know I'm stating the obvious la. I guess I just felt that everything would be the same after I left. Like the school's still there, the teachers would still be there, the familiar spots around school and everything else along with it. Well, I was wrong in a way. Everything's still the same, just that they are peppered new additions. Like ding's art room, its still the same. Beneath that new coat of paint, its still the same old art room. Just that she needs to make room for new students. Same goes with our sc room.

Truth be told, they moved on. Without us. In our absence, they still moved on. With Ease.

It's okay. Luckily, we moved on as well.
Have I? Let's all give each other the benefit of doubt.

Hmm. How would you know if its time to move on?

What made two souls who were deeply, madly in love think about such a question of moving on?
Cos he/she is not the right one.
Cos he/she........ (the word we all love to use) changed.

Well I have no answers to my own question. Cos I'm questioning myself as well.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 03:03



We're in the.....
Twlight of our teenage years...
Springtime of our youth!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 00:07


Monday, February 16, 2009

FATED. Its like FATED.

It's really funny how life works.
Sometimes we keep searching and trudge on to find something to no avail.
Then, fate dawns on us when we least expect it to.

Perchance this is how everything works.

Take a step back, and who knows, you just might find whatever you're looking for right under your feet :]


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 00:09


Friday, February 13, 2009

Goodness gracious me. I think I looped the wrong song.

Attitudes are contagious.
Oh dear, I think I caught the wrong one.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 23:29



I MISS VALENTINE'S DAY IN SCHOOL :(

I miss bringing bagful of presents to school.
I miss bringing bagful of presents back from school!
I miss the roses, chocolates, balloons, red and pink stuffs all around school.
LOLS. Cliched but oh wells, I'm that kind that falls for the roses trick HAHAHAHA.
I miss randomly giving vday hugs to girlfriends in school.
I miss seeing girls with huge huge bunches of roses waiting to be given out.
I miss having tables filled with happy vday wishes!
I miss giving vday as an excuse for not having lessons!
I miss, I miss.
And I miss YOU!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S EVERYONE :]


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 21:22


Thursday, February 12, 2009

Memory is a Gift and a Curse.

Huamns are all sentimental creatures. We like to look back in our lives once in awhile.

Some people choose to keep looking back at the bad memories. That certain moment in time where you failed. It's great how some people can pick themselves up from there and move on. Look back at the mistakes, and move on! Yet, how many can break free from that bad experience so fast. We regret, we blame, we get upset. Then wallow in self-pity. In the meantime, the rest of the world move on with life.

They say, you should only look back to see how far ahead you've moved.

Others choose the more optimistic side of life. It can be great to relive certain points of your life that took your breath away. Yet, it turns into retrograde when we choose to live in that past and keep looking back. Dwelling in the past. You keep thinking about what has happened and missed out what is happening right now. You keep looking at the pretty pictures of the past and missed out on the beauty of the present. Again, you can't move on.

I spent 2 years struggling with the former. But I've learnt to let go. The latter................. OH WELLS.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 11:47


Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Today was a day spent with empowering words :D
Re-visiting empowering memories during camps, reading empowering books. I always felt that the word 'empower' is too vague. What does it mean to empower? What is empowering?

em•power /mpa(r)/
verb
1 (formal) to give sb the power or authority to do sth:
2 to give sb more control over their own life or the situation they are in:

To empower.
It is to believe.
It is to give someone the authority to liberate themselves.
It is to give someone the key that unlocks themselves from within.
It is to tell someone that they are the Star in their lives.
It is to give someone the power and courage to tell the world, 'I'm the World's Greatest.'

More importantly, it is about believing in YOURSELF.
It is to give Yourself the authority to liberate Yourself.

More often than not, we forgot that we have total freedom and that we can be in total control of our lives. How many times did we feel upset about things that went wrong in our lives? Then is when we forgot, we have complete freedom to choose whether or not to feel upset or move on with it. How many times have we shy away from a difficulty, cos we rather not take risks? How many times have we said to ourselves, AHH it's all fate. How many times have we chose to let others take the lead, cos we think that there's someone else better for the job?
There's always a fear deep within that holds us back.

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You're a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We're all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine, we subconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." -Marianne Williamson

I always feel goosebumps all over the place when I read this. It has been my favourite quote since I began my new journey. But its until recently I saw the beauty and essence of it. We're all Superheroes in our lives. To my prince and princesses from Woodlands Ring, thanks for letting your Superheroes know this. Your belief in your Superheroes made us realised how indeed we can be powerful. We all can shine. For the 3 days and 2 nights, we did our best for you guys. Yet, it was that accident in the training shed that led me to really feel how to the world, you may be just someone; but to someone, you can be the world to them. Yes, you can be that powerful. You guys led us to believe in ourselves. We are Your superheroes.

I always go into camps with the mindset of empowering others. Yet, when the day ends, I was the one who left the place empowered.


The power isn't in the stars, but in your Mind, your Heart, and the choices you make everyday.
You're the Writer,
the Director,
and the Star in your life.
And you can play the part in whatever way you choose.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 22:13



St Pat's booster session today! It was nostalgic in a way, seeing the kids again after so long. Well, after all this was my very first camp. Looking back, I saw things I've done, events I've went through. Similarly, things that I could have done better, things that I didn't do.

I'll always remember this very first camp I had. It stood for many many things I guess. Like mentioned, so many Firsts. And this, is the First of all Firsts :D It signifies the beginning of growth I think. And I got a super steep learning curve for a First camp :] I'll remember my mirror Izzat, Acoaches Greg and James, my Prince Charmings from 1E1! Thanks for all that lessons.


In life, we always have a choice.
Choose happiness over sorrow.
Challenge over difficulty.

I can't change my yesterdays,
but I can change my tomorrows.
So, let's unwrap this gift we have,
which we all like to call, the present.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 01:25


Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Have you ever heard two sides of the same story?
It's the same story, but how two different people saw it differently and told the story in a different manner. Who then know what's real and what's false? Apart from the author of course. People all see things differently.

Like in art works. How some people see different things in illusion pictures! http://www.123opticalillusions.com/pages/opticalillusions5.php Rabbit or duck???
Like in situations. To quote, a pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity, an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.
Like in. Looking at people.

We're all inherently different. I know that very well. Yet, it scares me somehow to listen to both sides of a story.

Is it really because people see things differently? Or is it that the author didn't let known the full story? The author left out things and chose to only tell you from Little Red Riding Hood's viewpoint of the story. BUT. Why is it that one person can stop and say, hey. There's loopholes in it! It's scary cos the author knows he's right. It's like the author's secret is being exposed. And its even scarier how the rest of the readers find the story perfectly alright. The contrast freaks me out.

Why is it that some people have that ability to make you feel so exposed. Like they can look right through you. All I can say is that. The author is good at covering up. And it just so happen that one reader is... not so simple.

FREAKY.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 02:51


Monday, February 9, 2009

ginger :)


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 01:43



Junior high school students in Chicago were studying the Seven Wonders of the World. At the end of the lesson, the students were asked to list what they considered to be the Seven Wonders of the World. Though there was some disagreement, the following received the most votes:

1. Egypt's Great Pyramids
2. The Taj Mahal in India
3. The Grand Canyon in Arizona
4. The Panama Canal
5. The Empire State Building
6. St. Peter's Basilica
7. China's Great Wall

While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one student, a quiet girl, hadn't turned in her paper yet. So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list. The quiet girl replied, "Yes, a little. I couldn't quite make up my mind because there were so many." The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help."The girl hesitated, then read, "I think the Seven Wonders of the World are:

1. to touch...
2. to taste...
3. to see...
4. to hear... (She hesitated a little, and then added...)
5. to feel...
6. to laugh...
7. and to love.

The room was so quiet, you could have heard a pin drop.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 01:03


Sunday, February 8, 2009

VIVIAN IS SUPER FREAKING TURNED OFF. LIKE OMG. WHAT THE HELL. EEEEWWWWWW. YUCKS. BLAH. GOODBYE.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 02:42


Monday, February 2, 2009

YEAH. SHIT HAPPENS.
I NEED TO STOP SECOND THINKING AND SAY WHAT'S ON MY MIND QUICK.
LIFE DOES NOT ALLOW HESITATION.

ITS OKAY. SHIT HAPPENS.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 00:40