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Monday, March 30, 2009

I guess I have been away from virtual networking world for too long.
It's feeling weirddddddddddddddd.
There were times where I'll just stay in front of the screen, be occupied until something happens and finally go to bed in the mornings. LOLS.
BUT! That was then.
Hmm. I had this sudden realisation just the other day. That I don't seem to need to use msn anymore. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I don't know if it's good or bad.
It just again, feels weird staying online at this time now.
Feels different from before.
Like I don't belong.
And should be elsewhere :]

Like out of the house. Eating happy meal.
:]


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 02:10


Sunday, March 29, 2009

What's there to be unhappy about?
When there's so many more things to be happy about :]


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 02:44


Thursday, March 26, 2009

What's the best remedy to moody spirits?
Sleep.
I woke up at around 4 today.
Yay.
Happy.
I think.
Whee.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 22:43



The mind is blank,
and the heart feels heavy.
All over and over.
Again.

:(


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 00:33


Monday, March 23, 2009

I need to clear my desk.
I need to pack my room.
I need to wake up early tomorrow.
I need to apply for uni.
I need to find back things I've lost.

I need to answer all that 'Why's' running through my head.
I need to figure out why I'm feeling this way now.
I need to sort out my thoughts.

But HECK. Whatever. Who cares.
Why do I need to second think so much.
Why do I need to put up with whatever that I don't like.
Why do I need to be affected by whatever you have to say all the time.
It's childish, it's immature. But hey, we all need a break sometimes.

I just need to let all the negative emotions overwhelm me for once.
I need retail therapy.
I need pints of ice cream.
I need cartons of chocolates.
Oh wells.
Maybe I just need to stay busier so I won't have time to think.

I need my great inspiration.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 22:34



I know it'll be alright.
I know I'll be alright. Soon.
I just need a bit more getting use to.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 20:01


Sunday, March 22, 2009

Sometimes it's nice to take time off and hide in your own little world.
Doing absolutely nothing.
I just want to stay in my own fish bowl for awhile.
Perhaps awhile longer.
No small talks.
No deliberate :] when I really don't feel like.
Whatever.
I can't be bothered.
At least not today.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 18:28


Monday, March 16, 2009

I guess I was wrong about a lot of things.
I don't know why but all I see is an end of a journey.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 00:41


Saturday, March 7, 2009

What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Disappointment
 

You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.

Looked down on
 
Commitment
 
Losing Someone
 
Being Alone
 
Where Your life is Going
 
Death
 
What is your True Fear?
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Well, I don't usually do quizes and post them up. But this one I must say is hauntingly accurate to a great extend. True true?

Oh ya, vivian can recover as quickly as how she can turn moody.
Thanks to fate and affinity at the right time and a fizzy drink :]



Farewell for now,
I'm leaving civilisation for pretty stars and sunsets again :]
Happy :]
I'll miss you! :]


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 22:44



I realised...
It's not the camping stuffs that are hard to pack.
It's the baggage of emotions that I'm struggling with.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 21:06




I finally saw a rainbow that day. After a long long while. 3 years?
There're many many stories about the rainbow. Someone reminded me of one the other day in camp, which left me in deep thoughts for the entire night.
The story tells that at the end of the rainbow, lies the secret hiding place for leprechaun's pot of gold. But no one has ever reached, or even seen the end of the rainbow. Those who chased a rainbow before, you'll know how the more you walk towards the rainbow, the further it'll move away.

The end of the rainbow is an impossible dream, something that we can only seem to stretch and stretch and yet, never reach it. It’s not being pessimistic, it’s Science.

If you know that something is impossible, will you still do it?
If you know you can never ever reach it, will you still keep walking towards it?
If you know it might take you a lifetime, will you still believe in it?

Then he reminded me. More than often, deep down within each of us, there’s always an ‘impossible’ dream. Are you going to give up just cos of the impossibility of the idea? Just because you can’t reach it or you going to turn back and walk away?

It’s when we all forgot.
It’s not about the destination, it’s about the journey.

It made me stop and think hard.
And I remembered that the journey towards it intrigued me more than the destination did.
I remembered those moments when my heart skipped a beat.
I remembered those times where there was only me in the journey, yet I felt like I had everything I wanted. What’s spending a lifetime searching for those moments?

Remember……
Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take, but by every moment that takes your breath away.

It’s not about the end.
It’s the journey towards it.

Take a look back sometimes. Instead of seeing how far there is to go, it’s good to turn around at times to see how far you’ve come. See how far you’ve walked from the other end of the rainbow instead. See how far you’ve walked from the ‘beginning’ of the other side instead.

Every end can be a beginning as well. Its how you choose to see it, isn’t it?

And more importantly.
Enjoy the process :]
P.S. I saw the end already. But I'm still walking and walking. And walking.


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 17:17


Thursday, March 5, 2009

VIVIAN NEEDS TOMORROW TO COME FASTER :(
:(
:(
:(


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 23:26


Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Why fight a losing battle?


and there she goes chasing her fairytales, 01:33