I often wonder what do you get when you add two extremes together. Like with emotions. Say, well the basics. Happy and sad. What exactly happens when you feel truly happy and truly sad at the same time?

Nope, not that sappy forcing yourself to smile kinda thingy. But you honestly feel both emotions at the same time.

Its like you're very very very happy. Yet there's so much saddness in you that makes it hard to smile. At the same time, you're very very very sad. Yet there's so much happiness that makes it hard to vent things out.

I guess it'll be very painful.

Cos you can't even smile the happiness out or cry all that saddness out. Its like everything would be trapped inside you going round and round and round until it all become a blur mix. Until you can't even feel what you're feeling. It's neither good or bad. It's just feels like a blank that needs to be filled in.

P.S:
Eh, that sounds just like 2009 by the way. Another journey, another blank awaiting to be filled in. Nevertheless, hello 2009.